I just want to stop feeling this way.

I want to be able to go somewhere and see you and her together and not be affected by it.

I want to not wish you would have treated me ONCE the way you treat her always.

I want to not cry anymore every time I come home from seeing you.

I want to have fun again when I go out.

I wish I never kissed you that night 3 years ago...



...that's not true.

I want that to be true.